Welcome to the Fallout

i don't know...

2010-06-29T21:40:00.002+08:00

Guess what. i got past camy training! i wasn't exactly expecting to get through because i honestly don't think i play that well. give me a few more years maybe. and i also got into psychology in sim. only. :( i didn't get the double degree psych and comm. which is kind of sad cause i always thought comm was interesting. but on a brighter note, JC people who went to sim said the psych course is crazy so i guess it's actually a good thing? if not i might not have been able to cope. (but there's alot of math) evan said that the stats is mad. i will definitely die. i hate math. i have trigo and algebra tooooo. save me. i've been thinking about going overseas to study, and although i still really really really want to go, i think it's not really fair on the rest of my family. my sim course fees are already enough for like me AND my younger sister to go to NUS or NTU. and the cost of living overseas is expensive. not to mention the tuition fees. ANYWAY, to snap out of the dull and dreary mood i'm in, i shall just trust God to provide (: (although i still feel bad about getting my dad to pay for my tuition fees. i just got my fee voucher.) or should i not be feeling bad? i really don't know. we can afford it, but no one in my family has ever spent so much on education. which may actually be quite a silly reason to feel guilty, ah well.
Hmm i also got a bass (: fender highway one p. WHICH ACTUALLY HAS A VISIBLE WOOD GRAIN, BELIEVE IT OR NOT.
And i played for my first two services. AHHH.
i had to play the salvation is here bass solo for sunday service. i got 2/3 of it right. i guess i should be happy that i didn't get 2/3 of it wrong right? and my lovely ex cell came to support me :D thanks alot. (only you guys did stress me out alot too. haha..) when it got the song list i thought it was really too coincidental to be true because on one of my first training sessions, a. quek said that one of the three hardest songs to play in church is salvation is here, and that we'd better hope we'd be lucky enough not to get it for our first service. well. lucky me.
But now since i've pretty much got the irritating solo down i have fewer killer songs to worry about. Right. See? there's always something to be thankful for.
I really need to learn how to tell what note is what when i hear it though.
oh yeah. also went to Hong Kong and came back. too bad we couldn't stay longer. :( one week is hardly enough.
Should i go for campus camp?
i ran out of light blue nail polish. halfway through painting my nails.
and i need to buy new sneakerrrss.
and a new guitar strap. mine is fraying. not a very good sign.
goodbye, money. i wonder how i'm ever going to save up enough for my tickets. meh.
i'm preeety sure that if i think hard enough i can remember other interesting things that have happened to me this week.
But i'm not really in the interesting things that happened to me this week mood.
Goodbye.

i just realised that practice doesn't really make you perfect.

You'd think they teach this in NIE.

2010-04-11T20:06:00.005+08:00

Ten Things ALL Teachers Love to Say:

1. Don't give me stupid excuses!
2. Those who didn't do their homework stand up now!
3. You call yourselves teenagers but when i give you homework you say it's child abuse.
4. Stop packing up! Did I say you could pack your bags??
and number four is always followed by...
5. This lesson is not over! If I don't finish teaching this, NONE OF YOU ARE GOING HOME.
6. Just because this is not graded doesn't mean it's not important!
7. Do you know that scoring 75 doesn't guarentee you an A1???
8. Stop talking!
9. Don't think that just because i cannot see you i cannot tell who is making that noise.
10. Get out of the classroom and finish that at once!

Ten things SOME teachers Love to say:

1. You'd better wake up your ideas!
2. I'll give you 30 graphs to draw. Stop grumbling! During the O's you will thank me. You'll be able to draw graphs with your eyes closed!
3. You bunch of noobs.
4. All of you look like a group of houseflies.
5. I love you all. Because the bible says you must love your enemies.
6. What is this! I am not a rubbish bin! Rewrite everything!
7. How many times must I tell you! Don't staple! I hate staples! GLUE!!! GLUE IT!!!!
8. What do you mean art is not important! *bursts into tears*
9. Today we are going to learn how to write essays on the topic of "Fear". I am going to let you watch Ju On.
10. One day you are going to see my picture there. *points to row of portraits of famous dictators at the back of the classroom*

HAHAHAHA. Fairfield teachers are soooo funny :D

annoyyyyyyiiinnngggggg!!!!!!

2010-03-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

i feel like going on the one meal a day diet. rawr.

A Bad Case of the Blues.

2010-03-24T19:14:00.006+08:00

It was a dark and stormy night. Okay. It was not a dark and stormy night during most of my life between now and the last time i blogged. But if you remember, during primary school, everyone used to start their essays that had a scary/sad/morose theme with "it was a dark and stormy night". :D
So, it is not a dark and stormy night. It's just awfully blue.
It's blue because,
when i was in sec 4 during the O's my friends and i used to talk about going overseas to study instead of jc or poly or whatever else. And i thought it would be so great if i could go overseas like to melbourne with Pras. At the same time, it would also be great if it suddenly started raining a million dollars down on me. In other words, i thought : DREAM ON. And i was kind of disappointed.
Then after that i kind of forgot about it. I mean, in the weeks leading up to the O's, who has the time to think about anything else besides the fact that a gene is a section of nucleotides that code for a specific trait blablabla..
And then i applied for a course at sim and my family wanted me to apply for np too (psych) as a safety net. Just in case ya know. So i did. And i never expected to have to actually go to np. But a week after i applied for sim i suddenly got a whole bunch of emails asking me to bring down alot of extra stuff regarding why i didn't take chinese blablabla and all of i sudden i realised. Omg. What if they don't want to accept me in the end? Cause they might think i'm not up to it. I mean, granted, I got 13 points, and as a regular kid 13 points would pretty much guarentee you a spot in sim.

Well. So i tried to stop worrying about it. But i just got accepted into np. And sim will only send me their confirmation untill april. Which means, knowing my parents, i'll get packed off to np. Which i never wanted to go to. Ever.
And pras has started posting all her studying in melbourne pics on facebook. All the while i just kept thinking that sim would pretty much be the next best thing to actually going to melbourne to study so it wouldn't matter that much if i can't go overseas. Apparently i was wrong. I just realised exactly how much i'm missing out. ):
Speaking of missing out. My parents don't like me to practice my bass i can kind of tell. Like when i take it out and they go why don't you use your time wisely? Or at around 8 when i take it out to practice they'll be like. Stop practicing. Go to sleep. Who sleeps at 8pm actually? (no one in my family) We always go to sleep around 12am. the whole family. So going to sleep at 8pm is not exactly the norm. Coupled with the fact that if i'm watching tv at 8pm they don't mind. And well. I don't think they realise how important bass is to me. For my sisters, they have a certain time to practice their (classical not electric) instruments and no one will ask them to do anything else when they're practicing. But when i'm practicing, it means i'm too free to do anything else and hence can do everyone else's chores. ): I love playing the bass, really i do. But i don't have much to show for it. The first time i asked my dad, he laughed and said girls don't play bass. Ouch.

On a brighter note (Compared to everything else, this is bright. Trust me. :D ) another plant of mine has kicked the bucket!!!! It's a sweet potato plant. Okay, quick disclaimer. I did not do anything to it. I watered it when the soil started to get too dry, put it in a sunny place, turned it around so it could get sunlight on all the sides, and the leaves all dropped off one by one. Then the branches followed. Now, there's a stick in a pot on my window sill!!! Plants just have something against me. I think it's because they know that i don't like to eat meat and eat plants instead. They probably fear for their lives and die of stress.
Still, it's a shame. Sweet potato plants have pretty purple veined leaves.
So the moral of the story is, NEVER, NEVER, NEVER give me a live plant. They never live very long.
Yay. Bye! :D

real art coursework.

2009-11-08T22:42:00.005+08:00

THIS is the actual color scheme for paper 1. i really really really like my o level paper 2 ALOT better but they won't let you take a pic of it before they send it to cambridge!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( nicholas said they'll burn it after they mark it cos it's too expensive to send back) it's this girl in a ball of yarn (above) with her hair growing onto the floor and up the walls and ceiling and growing leaves and roots :) i did it in just ink instead of the usual ink and wash that i am forced to do cause plain ink is alot better. i LOVED the examiners expressions. they were like "omg. WHAT is that girl DOING???" cos everyone said it looked scary. HA. hahaha.

almost freeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

2009-11-08T22:35:00.002+08:00

Doncha just love switchfoot!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait for Hello Hurricane! Two more papers left before the o's are over! yay. gna straighten my hair properly and get extensions! what color? what color? i wanted blue but now EVERYONE wants blue. now what? hmmmmm..... red? i need to borrow a bass!
yay! managed to finish the chem tys! =) now bioooo.

of all the weird things... :)

2009-08-04T15:02:00.003+08:00

Apparently there's this new organisation called the BOVINE EXCHEQUERS OF WOMEN FOR AGGRESSION AND RUDE EXPRESSIONS (BEWARE)... it sound kinda familiar wonder where i heard of it before.... teehee.

useless things have i remembered.

2009-08-04T14:11:00.006+08:00

the o's are in about two and a half months time :/ and unfortunately, i can't remember half of what i studied the last time which is kind of weird cause i can remember all the really useless things i read last time. i don't get how i can remember all this useless junk and not remember my social studies/history/chem facts. ugh.

actually, i remember the 17 million horses being killed when stalin implemented collectivisation but that's not very helpful :(

we the citizens of fairfield are annoyed.

2009-07-29T21:53:00.003+08:00

there's the banner up again! the___ days left till the o's banner! the ___days till chaos occurs!!!! whose stupid idea was the ___days banner? and i'm never going to wear a cap sleeved pe t shirt with the picture of a seal and a smart eating active lifestyle slogan on it! never! NEVER! and what was anyone thinking of when they decided to shorten recess to 25 minutes? and how come i only have 50 mins of lessons on friday but i still have to go to school the whole day? we the chewren of fairfield methodist school (secondary) are not happy people!

26th dead plant

2009-06-23T18:20:00.002+08:00

Believe it or not,

after only five days,

when it seemed fine,

and i remembered to water it,

and not overwater it,

and put it in a sunny place....

the bean plant is dead!!!!!

25th dead plant

2009-06-22T13:26:00.000+08:00

the cactus died! about three days ago. it just shrivelled up! so decided to plant a green bean in the pot instead so far it's okay and it's been aliveee for five whole days. yay! it has roots and leaves already so maybe this one will survive. (:

things done while the seniors were still around

2009-06-18T14:54:00.004+08:00

i think jasmine brought the rose home. haha. it was made with strips of copper plate held together with paper clips cause it was rainy and i was bored during art crup. i don't think it's still intact now...

the second one was part of this whole thing done with eveline and dawn supposed to be for a competition. it's still uncompleted in the art room now.

and the last was a fairy for part of our syf. but some kid dropped it when it was drying and knocked its block off so i dumped it. we didn't submit anyhting for syf in the end...

that's art crup for you. boring slacky cca that never got anything done. is it any wonder they wanted to close it down? (:

wither shall i wander?

2009-06-18T14:50:00.001+08:00

i'm finally (sort of) done with my art coursework! yay!

new cactus. don't die!

2009-06-17T14:32:00.000+08:00

i just got a little baby plante cactus phone accessory thing yesterday but it's starting to wither (again) . why??? i think plants really don't like me :( don't die!!! if it does, it will be the 25th plant i have killed. :/

new fav song (:

2009-06-07T23:10:00.003+08:00

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

Cause every thing's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memory

Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I drown in your memory
I, I don't want to let this go
I, I don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles if I could
Just see you...

If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

- a thousand miles, vanessa carlton

art is a freaking PAIN.

2009-06-07T22:54:00.005+08:00

ART IS HORRIBLE.

i can't believe i was STUPID enough to opt for art.

and why didn't i chose a written paper for my O's instead of this rubbish???

i can't go for retreat! boo. and can you believe my sis doesn't want to go when she can (and is going)??? and i'm going to be stuck in school for one stupid week doing art course work. plus i want to redo cause i didn't research enough on marker techniques before i started and she will go all ballistic AGAIN. stupid, STUPID, STUPID art! i cannot wait for the o levels to be over. Art is ruining my everything. and we'll only get the art themes three freaking weeks BEFORE the o level paper itself. how do they expect us to finish our prep in time while studying for the rest of the subjects???

And why didn't anyone tell us about the themes being released three weeks before the paper thingy BEFORE ANYONE OPTED FOR ART!? is it like some kind of ploy to get art students cause otherwise, no FREAKING SANE person would take art?

So, all sec twos, DON'T even think of taking art okay!? it's only for REALLY talented people, muggers and RETARDS.

an eye for an eye makes the whole world go blind

2009-06-03T18:53:00.007+08:00

My sis just came home and told me about the mice and rats in the nus lab and how they get slaughtered so people can slice their brains up and look at them through slides!!! The poor rodents. :'( i hate people who kill innocent animals :( and put them in burgers and sausages and stuff. Animals aren't meant to be ground up and burgerfied in the begining did God create meat patties? NO. Stop cutting down the forests and destroying the animals homes why are we steadily trying to ruin the earth and all the diversity God has given us? And yesterday i saw people pruning trees with nests on them while the parent birds were flying around. HUH. I DON'T GET IT. WHY ARE HUMANS SO STUPID??? how would you like it if i murdered your friends and ground them up for burgers, dissected their brains and smashed down your houses while you were still inside??? and i don't get how humans can justify execution as legal. execution is murder. plain and simple. who gives you the right to sentence someone to an early death? will that correct the wrongs that the person did? well. no freaking duh. sentencing someone to death for murder makes us just as bad as the person who committed the murder and we only feel right about it because we are not the ones who physically carry out the execution. but by just sitting here and not caring about everything that is done, like a passerby calmly watching a murder and not doing anything to try to avert it, we, the whole of this country, are personally responsible for the deaths of everyone whose lives have been eradicated in the name of justice. it's like trying to heal a wound by creating another one. with every death that occurs, more and more wounds are being opened up in the life of the country. Is everyone too blind to see that?

random nonsense :D

2009-05-10T17:01:00.004+08:00

Yay! tomorrow's holiday =D
got my mom a mother's day present from chocz at united square (: and i met this really nice cute guy working there (: but i didn't even get his name!!! :/ stupid!!! hope i'll meet him again... :) anyway. i'll probabaly be going out with pras, claudia and claudia's friend tomorrow to catch Wolverine (: finally. then there'll be school again after monday. ugh. school sucks eat slugs.

i have no idea why everyone keeps asking me if i have a boyfriend but the answer is NO. haha. the guys in church are weird and the guys in school are nerds or mostly uninteresting (and i've known most of them since primary school when they were small and annoying). bleh. so i probably won't have a boyfriend till uni and then i doubt anyone will be able to fit my ideal guy. (must be moderately smart, funny, chatty, friendly, tall, NOT AN ANNOYING ALL ROUNDER and be slightly emo rocker looking. no skinny emo beanpoles. must not, must not, must not be a WHIMP.)
there. (:
and i've firmly decided that i will go straight to SIM next year regardless of what people say about it not being very well recognised and blablas. cause i might as well save 2-3 years and do what i find interesting straight away. (and who wants to go to jc and mug like crazy for two years after their o's?)

when i grow up i'll be the best dictator in the whole wide world = )

2009-05-07T17:48:00.004+08:00

i've changed my mind! (: i'm going to be a dictator when i grow up, and i'm going to make some minor changes to way this world is being run...

1. all grown ups who subject children to be punished by any crushing of limbs with heavy objects or vehicles will be DE-NOSED, DE-LIMBED and fed to the sharks.

2. any human caught skinning animals, dead or alive, caught trading real animal fur or caught breeding animals for their fur will be placed in SOLITARY ISOLATION within a sealed vat of sewage and removed once every three years to scoop sewage over deforested areas to provide nutrients for new plants to grow healthily (:

3. any cougar caught chasing baby bears will be tranquillised and placed in a reserve where they will be fed any left over child abusing adults. HOWEVER, any cougar caught maiming/ wounding a baby bear will will be promptly SHOT and made into bear feed.

4. any human caught de-finning sharks and throwing them back into the sea to die will be tranquillised and SENTENCED TO LIFE IMPRISONMENT in the reserve with the cougars unless they have some really important alibi, eg. had to get money to feed dying grandmother/grandfather etc. in which case, they will have to wear a tag that says "I AM THE MANGY OFFSPRING OF A PARASITICAL TZE TZE FLY INFESTED COUGAR" for three weeks because they should have put the shark out of it's misery instead of hurling it back in to drown.

5. anyone caught frying fish alive will be kept in a restaurant fishtank and FED MOSQUITOES for twelve days or until they learn their lesson. (which ever takes a longer time)

6. since i will probably abolish compulsory ns (gain support amongst the male population in s'pore), i will have a secret police instead because all successful dictators have had a seceret police forces and they have all worked very well so far (look at Hitler and Stalin). whoever wants to may join and i'll pay you the weight of your feather pillow in gold per half annum.

7. i will install solar pannels on the roof of every building in Singapore and use the electricity to air condition the whole country so you can go cross country skiing in the afternoon.

8. workers who do their work well will be given free holiday packages like in Hitler's strength through joy programme only the recreation (unlike Hitler's strength through joy programme)will not include races to see who can jump across the deck of a ship first while togged out in a potato sack because that just looks stupid.

9. every friday will be a holiday and venti frappuccinos at starbucks will be free of charge.

10. people who come up with good suggestions that work to help me take over the world (and not through silly things like taking over the sudentenland, czechoslovakia and the polish corridor) will be rewarded with a holiday villa in whichever country i have taken over that they please.

2009-04-06T18:57:00.001+08:00

this is so frustrating. i still have no idea what we're doing for chem.

...

2009-04-06T18:36:00.004+08:00

list of things that happened:

1. can't go for retreat this year

2. l1r5: 27 points :/

3. had throat infection. bleh

4. not allowed to practice bass cause of results

5. kroc darryl got married

6. didn't go to school today

7. bio SPA tomorrow (for me)

8. don't know what to do for art layout :(

9. did my ss sbq. didn't finish two last questions.

10. no pe for me tomorrow. wheee!

11. attire spot check. which part of change my hairclips do i not understand? well... i don't understand how a hairpin that is slightly silver because some of the black stuff got scraped off can be considered fanciful and i don't understand how anyone can be annoying enough to pull me out because of one slightly un-black hairpin.

quick someone get me out of this school.

2009-03-22T21:05:00.002+08:00

Dear God
It's me again down here
Don't wanna sound insincere
I'm lost
Sometimes you're so unclear
What can I do?
I'm feeling so far from you

Frustrated
Irritated
Disconnected from it all
The weight of the world
Has pushed me to the wall

(Chorus)
I surrender
To you I'm giving in
Come take me
Save me
I want to start again

I'll open my broken heart
'Cause I've reached the end
And You are the way to begin

I've seen a million empty smiles
Living in denial
I don't wanna live like that
Where nothing's real
I hate how it is to feel
Frustrated
Irritated
Disconnected from it all
I'm breaking
I'm aching for something beautiful

(Chorus)

All the riches in this world
Couldn't fill this great big hole
It takes something so much more
Only you can take me
You can make me whole

(Chorus)

Krystal Meyers, Way to Begin

2009-03-22T20:45:00.003+08:00

i don't want to go to school tomorrow )':

i'd get alot more done if i stayed home all the time. i'm serious. it's IMPOSSIBLE to do anything at school. there's too much noise, too many people talking to me, too little time to do the stuff i don't understand, and i can't lug all the things i need to study to school. so sad ):
plus i can't bring jeffy all the way to school to practice either and i really, really, really, really want to get in camy (which is quite unlikely right now)...

sigh. i just feel really lousy today. school, the homework i don't know how to do, o levels coming soon, no time for enough bass practice, probably not going to get into camy and the lamest thing is that i think i'll really miss jeff when i return him to joel. how lame is that??? i mean it's just a bass... )':

on the bright side, i will kick the next person who walks into me and goes "eh, tsk". cause great all we need is some other person without manners.
i can't wait for the o levels to be over. i hate my school.

angsty about (failing) art D:

2009-03-11T20:01:00.005+08:00

belive it or not i'm still stuck at the same art prep pictures i sketched last week! i only have 9. i'm supposed to have 15 by now! why did i ever take art!?!?

three birdies from five week ago and i'm still not done with them YET.

plus the birdbath and the trees and the three layout plans that are not even done. and the girl on the swing and the dog my teacher wants me to add in. i don't want a dog in my picture! i don't even want flowers in my picture. and who says there aren't birds out in autumn??? i saw birds in new zealand in autumn!

and how do you shade in the marble base of a birdbath??? i tried all different ways and it looks weird. i think i'll leave them all slighty unshaded and get emergency help from my art teacher when school starts again. D:

first day of service learing and more

2009-03-11T19:17:00.006+08:00

prasanna and michelle are flying off to india today! haha. don't come back okay? i'm just kidding. you'd BETTER come back or i'll kill you! sorry, can't send you off since i'm STILL not feeling well X( . don't fall off your mountain or i won't have anyone to sit next to in combined humans! :D (did you find that retarded headlamp?)
(: ttfn!

i was almost late for service learning today but i made it there on time! still, i had to stand around cause i'm not supposed go near the residents at bethany in case i pass them my GERMS. i follwed the vid people since i can't help out with the feeding. met lots of friendly old folks there =D like this really nice man called daniel who's 88, lived through the japanese occupation and told us a lot of stuff. (: i think i wasn't really as well as i thought i was cause halfway through the visit i got this splitting headache and got really dizzy and Mrs Choe had to send me home :(
sigh. tomorrow i'm supposed to stay outside the wards because of the flu. X(
then i got home, snapped my e string (electric), lost my tuner, spilt some sand stuff on my floor and dropped a hairclip down the sink.
that's all that happened today. bye! (:

(i wasn't the one who smashed the china vase into a gazillion pieces.)

2009-03-11T19:09:00.002+08:00

In the quiet, in the stillness
I know that You are God
In the secret of Your presence
I know there I am restored

When You call I won’t refuse
Each new day again I’ll choose
There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now I live to bring Him praise

In the chaos, in confusion
I know You’re Sovereign still
In the moment of my weakness
You give me grace to do Your will

When You call I won’t delay
This my song through all my days

All my delight is in You Lord
All of my hope, all of my strength
All my delight is in You Lord
Forevermore

2009-03-09T21:49:00.003+08:00

i think i'm getting better! but my doc says not to go to school tomorrow cause it's infectious and i'm not too well, so... hehe :D goodbye friends. see you all after the march hols.

random school rantings

2009-03-09T18:58:00.004+08:00

service learing from wed to fri, off to bethany nursing home with joanne and shi hui. hope i'm better by then. (don't want to pass my germs to the elderly we'll be looking after :S) actually we wanted to sign up for the children's home but all the sec 5 guys beat us to the children's home slots so we got assigned to bethany.... :/.

i've decided to go to school tomorrow after all but i am not going for pe!

i'll post again if something interesting happens. (not likely)

-hannah (:

my oh so boring life

2009-03-09T18:17:00.005+08:00

Hi peeps :) haven't posted for a long time so here's a summary of what happened so far...

28/2 sat: camy training, lunch with ga and jondave, homework, study, study, study, math tuition
1/3 sun: cell, church, waited for joycelyn, went to plaza sing with joycelyn, starbucks, waited for joanna, called joanna, lunch at cafe cartel with joycelyn while waiting for joanna, bought tickets for marley and me, got free toy dog ^ ^, joycelyn's cousin came, joanna came, went up to gv, joanna bought popcorn, stood around, interrogated by joanna on camy training, waited for sarah, waited for prasanna, called sarah, sarah came up with prasanna, watched marley and me, felt depressed with prasanna, went to mrt station with joycelyn, went home
2/3 mon: school
3/3 tues: school
4/3 wed: school
5/3 thurs: school
6/3 fri: school, came home from school, lunch, mrt station, united square, tuition, home, homework, joel brought jeff (bass) over, caught some bug, slept late
7/3 overslept, lugged jeff to bustop, missed bus while lugging jeff to bustop, missed train, missed other train, late for camy training :(, lunch with ga, chloe and mel at macs, stayed for ya with sis, sketched while waiting, did e math homework, went up to chapel with sheryl and subing, lugged jeff up to chapel, arm almost fell off, met jan in washroom, jan said that jem said that i don't talk during training (true but what to do?), went for service, went to make contacts, went home, cold turned into flu >_<
8/3 went to airport to send dad off, flu got worse, went home, did more emath homework
9/3 woke up with fever, stayed home.

should i go to school tomorrow???