Dear God
It's me again down here
Don't wanna sound insincere
I'm lost
Sometimes you're so unclear
What can I do?
I'm feeling so far from you

Frustrated
Irritated
Disconnected from it all
The weight of the world
Has pushed me to the wall

(Chorus)
I surrender
To you I'm giving in
Come take me
Save me
I want to start again

I'll open my broken heart
'Cause I've reached the end
And You are the way to begin

I've seen a million empty smiles
Living in denial
I don't wanna live like that
Where nothing's real
I hate how it is to feel
Frustrated
Irritated
Disconnected from it all
I'm breaking
I'm aching for something beautiful

(Chorus)

All the riches in this world
Couldn't fill this great big hole
It takes something so much more
Only you can take me
You can make me whole

(Chorus)

Krystal Meyers, Way to Begin

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i don't want to go to school tomorrow )':

i'd get alot more done if i stayed home all the time. i'm serious. it's IMPOSSIBLE to do anything at school. there's too much noise, too many people talking to me, too little time to do the stuff i don't understand, and i can't lug all the things i need to study to school. so sad ):
plus i can't bring jeffy all the way to school to practice either and i really, really, really, really want to get in camy (which is quite unlikely right now)...

sigh. i just feel really lousy today. school, the homework i don't know how to do, o levels coming soon, no time for enough bass practice, probably not going to get into camy and the lamest thing is that i think i'll really miss jeff when i return him to joel. how lame is that??? i mean it's just a bass... )':

on the bright side, i will kick the next person who walks into me and goes "eh, tsk". cause great all we need is some other person without manners.
i can't wait for the o levels to be over. i hate my school.


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belive it or not i'm still stuck at the same art prep pictures i sketched last week! i only have 9. i'm supposed to have 15 by now! why did i ever take art!?!?


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prasanna and michelle are flying off to india today! haha. don't come back okay? i'm just kidding. you'd BETTER come back or i'll kill you! sorry, can't send you off since i'm STILL not feeling well X( . don't fall off your mountain or i won't have anyone to sit next to in combined humans! :D (did you find that retarded headlamp?)
(: ttfn!


i was almost late for service learning today but i made it there on time! still, i had to stand around cause i'm not supposed go near the residents at bethany in case i pass them my GERMS. i follwed the vid people since i can't help out with the feeding. met lots of friendly old folks there =D like this really nice man called daniel who's 88, lived through the japanese occupation and told us a lot of stuff. (: i think i wasn't really as well as i thought i was cause halfway through the visit i got this splitting headache and got really dizzy and Mrs Choe had to send me home :(
sigh. tomorrow i'm supposed to stay outside the wards because of the flu. X(
then i got home, snapped my e string (electric), lost my tuner, spilt some sand stuff on my floor and dropped a hairclip down the sink.
that's all that happened today. bye! (:


(i wasn't the one who smashed the china vase into a gazillion pieces.)

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In the quiet, in the stillness
I know that You are God
In the secret of Your presence
I know there I am restored

When You call I won’t refuse
Each new day again I’ll choose
There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now I live to bring Him praise

In the chaos, in confusion
I know You’re Sovereign still
In the moment of my weakness
You give me grace to do Your will

When You call I won’t delay
This my song through all my days

All my delight is in You Lord
All of my hope, all of my strength
All my delight is in You Lord
Forevermore




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i think i'm getting better! but my doc says not to go to school tomorrow cause it's infectious and i'm not too well, so... hehe :D goodbye friends. see you all after the march hols.

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Hi peeps :) haven't posted for a long time so here's a summary of what happened so far...

28/2 sat: camy training, lunch with ga and jondave, homework, study, study, study, math tuition
1/3 sun: cell, church, waited for joycelyn, went to plaza sing with joycelyn, starbucks, waited for joanna, called joanna, lunch at cafe cartel with joycelyn while waiting for joanna, bought tickets for marley and me, got free toy dog ^ ^, joycelyn's cousin came, joanna came, went up to gv, joanna bought popcorn, stood around, interrogated by joanna on camy training, waited for sarah, waited for prasanna, called sarah, sarah came up with prasanna, watched marley and me, felt depressed with prasanna, went to mrt station with joycelyn, went home
2/3 mon: school
3/3 tues: school
4/3 wed: school
5/3 thurs: school
6/3 fri: school, came home from school, lunch, mrt station, united square, tuition, home, homework, joel brought jeff (bass) over, caught some bug, slept late
7/3 overslept, lugged jeff to bustop, missed bus while lugging jeff to bustop, missed train, missed other train, late for camy training :(, lunch with ga, chloe and mel at macs, stayed for ya with sis, sketched while waiting, did e math homework, went up to chapel with sheryl and subing, lugged jeff up to chapel, arm almost fell off, met jan in washroom, jan said that jem said that i don't talk during training (true but what to do?), went for service, went to make contacts, went home, cold turned into flu >_<
8/3 went to airport to send dad off, flu got worse, went home, did more emath homework
9/3 woke up with fever, stayed home.

should i go to school tomorrow???



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