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Wednesday, March 31, 2010


i feel like going on the one meal a day diet. rawr.


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Wednesday, March 24, 2010


It was a dark and stormy night. Okay. It was not a dark and stormy night during most of my life between now and the last time i blogged. But if you remember, during primary school, everyone used to start their essays that had a scary/sad/morose theme with "it was a dark and stormy night". :D
So, it is not a dark and stormy night. It's just awfully blue.
It's blue because,
when i was in sec 4 during the O's my friends and i used to talk about going overseas to study instead of jc or poly or whatever else. And i thought it would be so great if i could go overseas like to melbourne with Pras. At the same time, it would also be great if it suddenly started raining a million dollars down on me. In other words, i thought : DREAM ON. And i was kind of disappointed.
Then after that i kind of forgot about it. I mean, in the weeks leading up to the O's, who has the time to think about anything else besides the fact that a gene is a section of nucleotides that code for a specific trait blablabla..
And then i applied for a course at sim and my family wanted me to apply for np too (psych) as a safety net. Just in case ya know. So i did. And i never expected to have to actually go to np. But a week after i applied for sim i suddenly got a whole bunch of emails asking me to bring down alot of extra stuff regarding why i didn't take chinese blablabla and all of i sudden i realised. Omg. What if they don't want to accept me in the end? Cause they might think i'm not up to it. I mean, granted, I got 13 points, and as a regular kid 13 points would pretty much guarentee you a spot in sim.

Well. So i tried to stop worrying about it. But i just got accepted into np. And sim will only send me their confirmation untill april. Which means, knowing my parents, i'll get packed off to np. Which i never wanted to go to. Ever.
And pras has started posting all her studying in melbourne pics on facebook. All the while i just kept thinking that sim would pretty much be the next best thing to actually going to melbourne to study so it wouldn't matter that much if i can't go overseas. Apparently i was wrong. I just realised exactly how much i'm missing out. ):
Speaking of missing out. My parents don't like me to practice my bass i can kind of tell. Like when i take it out and they go why don't you use your time wisely? Or at around 8 when i take it out to practice they'll be like. Stop practicing. Go to sleep. Who sleeps at 8pm actually? (no one in my family) We always go to sleep around 12am. the whole family. So going to sleep at 8pm is not exactly the norm. Coupled with the fact that if i'm watching tv at 8pm they don't mind. And well. I don't think they realise how important bass is to me. For my sisters, they have a certain time to practice their (classical not electric) instruments and no one will ask them to do anything else when they're practicing. But when i'm practicing, it means i'm too free to do anything else and hence can do everyone else's chores. ): I love playing the bass, really i do. But i don't have much to show for it. The first time i asked my dad, he laughed and said girls don't play bass. Ouch.

On a brighter note (Compared to everything else, this is bright. Trust me. :D ) another plant of mine has kicked the bucket!!!! It's a sweet potato plant. Okay, quick disclaimer. I did not do anything to it. I watered it when the soil started to get too dry, put it in a sunny place, turned it around so it could get sunlight on all the sides, and the leaves all dropped off one by one. Then the branches followed. Now, there's a stick in a pot on my window sill!!! Plants just have something against me. I think it's because they know that i don't like to eat meat and eat plants instead. They probably fear for their lives and die of stress.
Still, it's a shame. Sweet potato plants have pretty purple veined leaves.
So the moral of the story is, NEVER, NEVER, NEVER give me a live plant. They never live very long.
Yay. Bye! :D


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